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Chapter 4 is a very special one, since this one is for my friends at school. Recently, I have started writing a lot of poems on the way to school, in the bus or even in the class when I have a free period. Believe it or not, I will say these poems are the best poems I have ever written till date. And all thanks to my friends at my school and bus.
So let's read some poetry......
Us
My life has changed since I met you,
My life has changed since the moment I saw you.
Sometimes I wish we talked more,
Dreaming of us, walking on the shore.
Sometimes I feel it is only us in the world.
Just us two,
Whispering, I Love You!
But now things can never be the same,
Wild, raw emotions can never be the tame,
Always burning this kind of lovely flame,
Always playing love's ugly game,
Blushing just cause I heard your name
The world has turned us into a mess,
Do you have any idea how I feel, take a guess?
You never know though,
What in my life, you brought.
You have given me many tears,
throughout all these years.
You are the reason of my many fears
I wish you were near,
Wish your feelings toward me were clear.
I feel like I owe you an explanation
I don't know our destination,
I don't know your intention.
I think a lot about you in my imagination.
Sometimes I want to tell you everything,
Sometimes nothing at all,
Sometimes I don't feel anything,
Sometimes I feel every emotion, big or small.
You play with my emotions,
You play with my feelings.
In my heart, you took up a proportion,
You gave me mixed meanings.
Decide what you want,
To make or break this bond,
Decide what you want to say,
But whatever happens, I hope you stay.
I will wait till the end of time,
Love like ours should be a crime.
Love stories always end in tragedy,
For such pain there is no remedy.
You never gave me a moment of peace,
You never gave me a moment of ease.
I have ran out of words to say,
But one last thing I would like to add, if you may.
I will always hope for you till my last day.
Truth about Love ?
They don't know the truth about love?
People think it is about hearts beating fast,
It is really passion consuming you so much that you heart can sometimes stop
Loving someone till your breath last
Just by seeing a person your pulse can drop.
People think it is about being happy and glad,
It is really about going through heart-wrenching pain and being sad.
Loving someone till it drives you mad.
Just by seeing a person, who used to make you feel happy, now makes you feel bad.
People think it is about candle light dinner and taking an evening stroll,
It is really about fighting till you cry and then making up.
Just by seeing a person, your world stops, the person whose heart you stole.
They think they know the truth about love,
It's all a lie,
It burns your soul and heart until you die.
Ode to You
You are my favourite pair of eyes to look into,
My eyes always stare at you, but you have no clue,
I say that I hate you, but that's untrue,
Sadly, Love's a thing you can't undo.
You are my bright morning sun,
Burning up my heart, but I still think you are the one,
You are my moon,
Beautiful and calm, but I am always leaving too soon.
You are the reason I hum love songs,
With you is where my heart belongs,
You are the reason I write this poem,
With you my soul feels complete and wholesome
You are the medicine and the pain,
I forget where I am when I hear your name,
When I look at you, my heart sometimes stops,
But you keep your heart sealed with too many locks.
I have whole chapters dedicated to you, in my life story,
While I barely get a para in yours
I get all the hate, while you get the glory
Because of you my mind and heart has went through many wars.
When I look at you I forget my name,
But your heart is under her claim,
You look at her, the way I look at you,
When you talk about her, my world turns blue.
She broke your heart in pieces, unrepairable,
I still love you, your pieces, while she only loved you when you were stable,
But the bits of your hearts still belong to her,
Silly, how the lines between pain and love blur.
She hurt you but me also,
I see through your fake smile, 'cause I know,
No matter how much pain it gives, my love for you will always grow,
You don't know how many love poems to you , I owe
She was your first but I could be your last,
I could be your future, while she was your past,
Maybe I could heal, what she broke,
I would love you for real, not as a joke.
You are my everything, you are my life
Without you, I don't think I could survive.
Fake Friends
I feel so tired all the damn time,
All my pains, in a crazy way rhyme,
I do everything, but still feel empty,
I desperately try but still can't see,
The wind flies over my head calming me.
Everything is fine, but it still hurts,
My pulse is so fast, heart sometimes bursts,
I am awake all night and day,
I run away but my problems stay,
Crying at night, awake, I lay.
I try to think, but I can't,
I could do something, but I shan't ,
Sometimes I hate the people I am supposed to love,
Sometimes I love the people I am supposed to hate,
I do everything on time, but I am still late.
Sometimes I want to leave,
All hope is lost but I still want to believe,
And people do nothing to improve,
All this anger and frustration, I can't soothe,
Understanding and love, even little, is all I need
Because that is all I need to get freed.
Maybe I am the problem, or it's just them,
Sometimes I feel I am growing without a stem,
People think my emotion's are a game,
Sometimes all they want is fame,
But I'm there when they need someone to blame.
But people don't understand,
That sometimes I just can't,
Sometimes I need to be alone,
Sometimes I am emotionless like a clone,
I feel so weak, can't sleep or stand.
They think that I should be their servant,
Little do they know, on my heart thee make a dent,
They are fine as long as I keep them glad,
But when it is my turn, sometimes they just make me feel bad,
In turn of making them glad, they make me feel sad.
They take advantage,
I wish I could just turn the page,
They keep me locked in a cage,
They don't remember that even I have limits,
I don't know what to do, I am at the end of my wits.
Sometimes people are just inconsiderate,
Things hurt, no matter how old the date,
They should leave if all they need from me is something,
This painful song is all I sing,
They just cut my wings.
It is easy to say it was a joke,
But it was old pain, you awoke,
I don't think I can trust them any longer,
The pain and problems just get stronger,
I give up!
Roses Turned Grey
A long walk down the lane,
Memories meet me, so do the pain,
The mansion where we lived together,
Always soulful and heart-warming was the weather.
The nights we danced together in the living,
We thought - there was no way this was headed toward doom,
You brought me a cat, called Jack,
Our colorful world, over the turned black,
You played a thousand different songs on guitar,
You were my moon and I was a star,
Roses were my favourite, but not anymore,
Our story was a tragic folklore,
But slowly the roses dies
Truth is beautiful but I lied,
That night you were happy but I cried.
But I still go down the memory,
Thoughts of you will always stain,
The mansion now falls apart,
We were doomed from the very start,
The Sun is shining but it rains inside,
You gave up, but I still tried,
I don't dance anymore,
Not since you walked out the door,
Jack is still with me,
But you I never see.
The Roses you gave have turned grey,
I wish you could still stay.
To My Friends
Coincidences fill up my life!
I have a whole bucnh of crazy friends
who, I have no idea, how they made it into my life,
They and their stupid tactics have no ends
But I have to admit, without them I couldn't survive
Sometimes I want to kill them,
Sometimes I want to give them a hug,
They are my heart's brightest gem,
Sometimes they are stuck to me like a bug.
They help me through hard times,
They assist me at my worst,
They even help me in my crimes,
I will always put them first.
Sometimes irritating, sometimes annoying,
Sometimes amazing, sometimes caring,
With them I always enjoying,
They make me feel confident and daring.
With them I always feel loved,
With then I am always glad,
These friends happiness they have served,
They never make me sad.
I am grateful for them , forever and ever,
I will leave them ,never,
Always funny, loving and a few of them clever,
I am grateful for them, forever and ever...
In my heart,
They will always have a part!
Credits and acknowledgements to - Prajay bhaiya, Aditya Bhaiya, Arnav Bhaiya, Bhavesh, Naitik, Ansh, Vanya, Vitika, Lavnika, Manya di, Chinku, Harshita di, Vidit.
Thank you all
Till the next
Happy reading
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