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Chapter 5 of Poetry Pages is basically sad girl aesthetic poems. Where I daydream endlessly because all the starless nights give nightmares…
Ok, that was a bit over the top, let's get to the poems!
Last Thoughts
I don't think I have ever fallen before
I have fallen because of my mistakes
All my pain and problems give me a headache
I have fallen because of my friendships
Nothing have I ever achieved, even after crossing the hardships
I have fallen because of my choices
All because I choose to hear the wrong voices
I have fallen because of not defending myself
Because of my ego, I didn't ask for help
I have fallen because of love
Thought it would be easy, but it was tough
I don't think I have ever fallen before
But that's a lie
Jumping from a building, would be a good try
Living has become a chore
I don't think I have ever fallen before... freely
Problem
I think I'm the problem
Not just mine but everyone else's too
And I have no idea what to do
Such situations, I don't know how to solve-them
I don't deserve anything or anyone
Nothing good, I have ever done
People want me to go away
but I desperately want to stay
Sometimes I think I deserve to die
I say I'm fine but that's a lie
Everyone secretly hates me
They think I don't notice, but I can see
The one's who I thought loved me, betrayed me
The one's so close, I thought were family
I think I'm the problem
Destiny
It's like - when your destiny slips from your hands
When you don't even know where your relationship stands
Sometimes when I look at him my heart stops
Sometimes I feel completely fine
Even though they are rare, I love our talks
Even though he might be someone else's I wish he was mine
He was like the midnight moon
I was the evening monsoon rain
He always left too soon
And I would never be the same
But maybe one day, there would be some in rain in the middle of the night
13 Things I Hate about You
In a crowded room I look your way
My heart hurts when you are away
I say that I hate you, but that's the biggest lie I have spoken
I gave you my heart, but I didn't know how many you had broken
So tonight, I put together a list of things
I "hate" about you
13. The way I love you, and you don't have a clue
12. The way you think it's all a joke, but it is true
11.The way you don't even think about anyone but her
10. The way you make me wish, that we could go back to what we were
9. The way you don't even care for me
8.The way you don't even notice me sometimes, and everyone can see
7. The way when our eyes locked, The way I forgot all
6.The way I would clear my schedule, in case you call
5.The way you don't even care, not the smallest bit
4.The way you stole my heart, and now I can't find it
3.The way you don't even like me
2.The way you don't even love me
1.The Way you make me wish you could see
You don't have a clue,
These are the 13 things I hate about you
Till the next
Happy reading!
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